1. The things you’re grateful to have
March. Opiates. Weekends. My parents. My brother. Hydro. Clothes.
2. The things you’re grateful NOT to have
Work. Active hallucinatory states at this particular moment. An eviction notice. An STD. A significant other.
3. What you don’t like about yourself
How easy it is for me right now to lose my temper when I'm stoned.
4. How you can change what you don’t like about yourself
Pay attention for slippage into martyr or woman mode. If I'm angry, be vocal not passive aggressive. If I have no right to be angry, see if it can be left behind. If not, talk it out anyway, while working to not be accusative, just informative.
5. Your greatest qualities
I am introspective and self-aware. I am loving and kind. I am good with children, because I treat them like humans without expecting them to be adults. I am intelligent and a decent conversationalist. I am stubborn. I am moral, and conscious of my obligations.
6. Your life goals
I aim to be physically stable, so that I might achieve some of my plans. I aim to be a property owner. I aim to claim a safe-haven for those who may need such, both spiritually and physically. I aim to make a difference in my community. I aim to be a teacher and to work the crisis line. I aim to belong to a charity in which I may "adopt" a needy child, and I wish to foster children of need within my own home. I aim to be self-reliant to the extent that it's feasible, and settle for no less than quality when I need to hire out for what it's impractical for me to do myself. I aim to be able to look at myself in the mirror, and be someone that people may look up to.
7. How yesterday’s problems are today’s motivation
It is a new month, and it doesn't matter what happened yesterday, or last week. I can start over again right now.
8. What you want to do today
I will help with supper. I will finish laundry. I will hopefully clean my apartment up some, if I have time after supper. I will take it easy. I will eat. I may go for a walk. I will set up my calendar and do my routines.
9. How you can make someone else’s day a little brighter
I'm spending time with my parents. I'm joking with my brother. It is a good day.
10. You only have one life
And it's a beautiful day. |
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