Tonight, as I sit all alone
Those deep pangs strike again.
Where up from those hidden depths
Rush feeling I suddenly cannot suppress.
Oh, how I know
There is nothing else to do
Not one thing I can do to stop
With fists on my forehead
I burst out again.
Where are you?
Do you still know?
How could I change the fates?
If only I challenged the wind
Which sent a mere breeze;
Enough to foil my hope.
Gone...gone is my hope.
When I should have fought a tempest and gale,
I let the wind waft me away without a struggle
Oh, the ignorance and innocence of a weak and ineffective heart.
That it would curse me yet to this day.
I am safe in my home
Hidden from anyones view
Where it is safe to break
and weep from the loss
And the self-inflicted wound
That will never heal. |