I'm not sure what to do about this mental problem I'm having. Saturday night was a really bad night as far as my anxiety goes. She had to go through some rough shit that I haven't even had to deal with in a long time. But for some reason she's still here. She still willing to wake up next to me every day and hold my hand and tell me she loves me. I don't know why, I wouldn't blame her if she left. I'm gonna try to hold it all again again. I remember hearing her say "I'm tired of being the cause of this" and I remember hearing her cry and I don't want that to happen again. I can't stand upsetting her that much. I don't want to anymore. |
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