It's been like a week and a half since I've slept at my parents house by myself. I love the fact that I sleep with her every night, but I'm starting to feel a little guilty.
I've been job hunting since I got to work. I would really like to get on at ADT with my friend, Bri. That would be pretty awesome. Great pay, benefits, bonuses, close to home...Couldn't ask for anything better. It would have to be better than this place where the pay is shit, no benefits, no raises or even verbal bonuses, and it's 45 minutes from home.
I've got a real mean headache working. It might be from a lack in caffeine today. I'm trying not to drink any. We'll see if that works out or not. I've had a Sprite so far and plan on having water after that. I'm gonna die I know it.
I think I may work out today. I've been noticing that I've been putting weight back on like crazy and I'm really not ok with that. I don't wanna be fat again.
I'm realizing every day that I fall more and more in love with her. She's the only person in this world who has ever made me this incredibly happy. I can't wait to start "our life" together. |