Haven't written in forever! Alot has been going on. The Baby Daddy is out of jail, and we are no longer together. I've taken an interest in Isaiah at work but I'm not sure whats up with the whole situation, we cuddled and kissed, and stupid me we smushed. So far things are okay but he doesn't know what he wants out of this and quite frankly neither do I. I do really like him but I'm pretty sure i ruined it when we did the do. We have plans to go to an amusement park on friday after we get out of work, so maybe things will become more clear. I've been trying to follow my horoscope.
I've been feeling all out of my element lately, I'm exhausted all the time and just not as happy as I used to be. I don't know if it's anxiety related or just me or the fact I've stopped taking my anxiety meds... who knows.
TMI TIME: Isaiah is beyond amazing in bed. Holy Shnikes!! I kinda wish I waited though, but he was like a ninja position switcher, and makes the sexiest faces.
The baby can roll over now, and she does nosies and gives open mouthed kisses. And happens to be a barney addict lol. Whatever it's educational. I just can't wait till she starts crawling.
So that's about it, except for my car no longer works
-kiplisses |
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