at the moment my husband and I are having a good sort out with our money and opening all sorts of bank accounts!!!
my husband apparently is getting excited!!
he asked me if I got a pregnancy test today and I told him I do in the cupboard but I cant do it till next month maybe May as we only had our first unprotected sex on Monday but I possible will know next week as my period is due then!
I asked when I got home is he excited about me having a child or is he just asking and he said he is getting excited... I never knew I would hear those words so you can see that I was really surprised but happy!
yesterday he had his hand on my stomach when I was hugging him (another word sitting on his lap when he was using his computer) and today he was stroking on the side of my stomach - I am now starting to think he is looking forward to having a child (even though before now he used to say he's not keen on children!)
I have to tell myself not to think too much or get excited or hope or I be sooo disappointed if my period comes and I would hate myself to hope too much so I am trying to think other things at the moment!
anyway I thought I keep you updated with everything
work is busy at the moment I have so much to do before the 30th March when we having a change over but it doesnt help when the printer doesnt do what you want and the engineer doesnt know what to do either - so all fun!
Question 1 on my assignment 2 on my animal care is nearly finish I just got one more bit to put in and then hopefully thats done as its about 19 pages then I have 3 more questions to do!
anyway I think thats all for now! I will try and write more soon |