Ok I have a bit of time now… I am at work and I have some archiving to do but I am already bored and I have been using facebook(if anyone wants message me on facebook (Messenger or email I am there and ready to talk whatever you like!!!) too much already today – but I cant help it – working on Saturday’s mornings are sooo boring , only have 2 hours and 15 minutes left – that’s how bored I am counting down till home time!
Anyway I have the work hen night (number 4) tonight and I am struggling to stay awake – so will be on coke all afternoon (may have a power nap this afternoon – that’s how tired I am). But should be a good night and knowing one person who is going she will get drunk and get me drunk as well – not that it’s hard to get me drunk lol!
I had a panic moment yesterday evening as I realised I only have 2 weeks till the big day! I know its silly I am excited but all the emotions came at once so I took the dogs for a walk so no-one will know and it let me clear my head and get my breathing back to normal!!! I even had to text my sister-in-law! :
And the reason I gave her was this:
I guess as I’m sharing my life, my and his family as well…. I guess I never thought it would be this quick, you know! But I don’t regret it and I want to be with him and I love him more than anything and I cant wait to be his forever… just giving up my family name to be his family name….christ I don’t think I am making any sense…. I never thought I find anybody who loves me like he does… I am more looking forward to it more than anything. Just worried that I mess it up like always.
She replied:
Don’t worry – there’s nothing to mess up – just enjoy your special day. As long as you both love each other all the other stuff on the day is just a bonus. It will be great!
Maybe I was being silly but I am ok now I don’t know what made me panic, possible didn’t help that people saying not long now, only 2 weeks and it just making me panic! But I am ok now, I am calm and thinking I was silly yesterday – there was no need for that worry!
Am I the only one who had a panic and worried moment when it was 2 weeks before the wedding my sister-in-law said she didn’t, she was just excited! I just be glad when we are on our honeymoon so we can just relax and be on our own and have no-one around!!!
Anyway I better get some archiving done… but I am sure I will be back before I go home!!! When I get home I am planning to do some of my puzzle, read a book and sleep then go to my hen do at 7pm!!!
Misty is going outside when she can but only when we open the door she doesnt seem to want to use the catflap - which is fustrating for me and my fiance cause we would love to have her go in and out when she can without opening the door when its cold and she can go out when we both at work! not sure what to do... maybe i can get her some treats and try and get her to use it this weekend!!!
also have to make my fiance some flapjacks - apparently they are a big hit (the only thing i can really be confident to cook/bake lol)... ok i really should go and do some work - only half and hour (ish) to go!!!! I am starving!! lol
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