why did his mother tell him that it be most likely that I get pregnant if we have sex in middle of cycle! now he wouldn't have sex with me till the middle of my cycle which is in couple of weeks! which is silly wouldn't it be best to maybe do it once or twice a week to be certain??
it doesnt feel like we are trying (does that sound stupid?)
i was so mad at him i even said that everytime i want it he doesnt or if he does he just doesnt want me (think everytime he wants it he just watch porn while i am in bed - i didnt say that but it hurts) - i regret saying this... but i was horny and mad that he doesnt want me!
what do you think my chances if he thinks he only need to have sex once a month? I am going crazy!
anyway work is going ok sooo busy - dave doesnt seemed to care, came home last night so tired (and i had to go out later in the evening has had singing to do and he told me i had to cook supper and wash up the night before supper! he thinks i think it is more like B&B for me - what an idiot (I did tons in the weekend then my week been busy at work - just dont feel like doing anything else and my shoulders are killing me slowly)
work is now got a new brand and we are looking pretty good - still have loads to do today! we have a new website and that looks good - www.clarkeandsimpson.co.uk
anyway in the weekend i have a concert i am doing so that should be good. then i am hoping to do some work on my assignment as havent done much this week which isnt good! then also i need to write a story (long or short) and i really need to catch up with my reading!
sorry my entries seems to be getting shorter will write a long one soon! work time already! dont want to go to work i need time to relax! hmmmm. |
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