saturday:
in the morning mum and i went to town and did some shopping which was lovely as we dont do very often! we got some underwear/tights and shoes for me to wear with wedding dress and we got a unusual going away outfit with shoes... so it was a trip!!!
in the evening as some of you know i had a hen night... which was a good night - went to Frankie and Benny to eat then went to liquid (clubbing) - I was very good and only had 2 and half drinks!!! (if i did it again i wouldnt choose clubbing would of stuck with pubs)
but on sunday i woke up and i felt terrible (worse than i have been feeling) - as some of you know i havent been very well for a while...
anyway we went to his parish church to hear our banns read- it was interesting to go, it was completely different to my church service!!! then we went for a cycle ride - so it was nice and relaxing day!
after cycle ride he told me about some of the things about his exs and that he is good friend with someone who he had sex with everytime he broke up with his ex… - friend with benefits – so I got more upset now I know this!
I possible would have been ok with that if it I didn’t know he watched Porne while I was in the shower this morning (I was sooo hurt) and I was sooo upset with him… and being ill sooo didn’t help my mood!
But I kind of gave him when he said sweet things but it all stuck in my mind… but I do trust him I know he wouldn’t do anything to hurt me!
so it was a okay weekend just wish i can get better - i had enough!!!!!
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