Strike
Okay, so it is 23:00 and I am so sleepy. It's New Years Eve and I don't care. I just don't. I don't want the new year to come because I know I need to make changes. So here is my list of goals and resolutions.
1.) The clichéd 'lose weight by cutting out crap diet'. I've lost some weight due to stress and what not so I want to keep it off.
2.) Start going on the jobseekers allowance and seriously knuckle down on finding a job.
3.) Work better towards being a Special. Study it more, do more shifts and make myself better. Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger.
4.) Try to get over Jonathan, firmly put him in the friend catagory. Sure, I can't prevent him from coming round but I can try and stop associating him with feelings of 'love and comfort'. My last status of the year will be about him. "You are my one winged angel". That'd be the last status that is linked to him. I will stop writing on his wall so much. I'll just try my best to stop caring.
5.) Try to be a better person this year, and not annoy everyone I know. To think before I speak.
Here's to another new year, let's hope we survive it.
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