Or not to be.
I feel stupid posting things on your facebook wall.
I feel idiotic for missing you.
I feel vulnerable when it comes to you.
It's ridiculous to think you do, outrageous to believe you do. It's risky business I tell ya.
But still I put myself out there. I still miss you, I still post on your facebook wall & I still keep myself open to you.
It's so frightening to know that it could all backfire. But do you know what the scariest part of it all is? The scariest part is that I have hope that it doesn't.
& you don't even know. |