...She's been left behind at the vet so they are going to anithitise her so they can look at her properly. She freaked out when the vet tried to have a look at her mouth, so this seems to be the only way.
The vet was talking about how it was probably her teeth, though because she couldn't get a good enough look, they're going to have to wait until she's under before they can check it properly. I hope it's just her teeth. Even if it means that she will have to have some pulled, at least then...
At least then it will hopefully be solved.
Because if it is anything else. If it's something that is long term, honestly...I can't afford to take care of her for that long. If she's in pain during the entire time, and there isn't a good enough certantity that it will solve all of her problems, then.... I'll have to let her go.
I don't want to.
It would break my heart to do so, but...
And this is why I'm up at this time of night. I can't stop worrying over all of this. Yes, I know it is pointless. I don't know what is wrong with her, so what is the point of looking at all the problems there could be when I don't know any different?
But that's me. Always have been a half-empty glass kind of girl.
Kya |
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