and all in two weeks!
so these past 2 weeks have been ridiculous.
first, joanna started all kinds of drama and lies with my boyfriend and i because she was trying to hook her slut friend, jessica up with my dude! and had us not talking because he thought i told Joanna to send him a text to try to hook him up with jessica as a test BUT i had no idea about that because i left the very next day to Chicago. that was just a door slam to what i thought was the end of the argument. then, we ended up breaking up and meanwhile i have no idea why or what the hell had happened.
then, when i got back we text back and forth about all of that because he was hiding behind the phone (my personal opinion). then. we hung out one night and wouldn't even look at eachother. talk about awkward... randomly, he sent me a text about how much he misses me and cares about me but he just needs time. ok whatever.
he ended up having to take me to my work orientation the other day and we hung out for a couple hours before that and we kissed a couple times.
the next day too.
and he came over yesterday, my dad never locks the front door when he leaves in the mornings so it's always unlocked if i don't remember to lock it and i was cleaning the house and had my stereo all the way up. so here i am sweeping the bathroom and rappin to Eminem and i turn the corner and see Tim. i jumped and slid and fell straight on my ass! haha it was funny
when i get really nervous or don't know what to do i find things to do and run around like a chicken with its head cut off. so i was cleaning off my dresser neurotically. then outta nowhere he grabs me and dips me backwards and starts kissing me. i might have melted in his arms... then, he had me lay down next to him and we talked. he wants me to focus on my goals and not to worry about him. he doesn't wanna be the reason i'm not accomplishing them. you would think he knows me well enough that nothing will stand in the way of that. he told me how much he misses me and cares about me and all that cute shit.. ha, he said that he really didn't mean to scare me and what he wanted to do was grab me and kiss me . BUT. i'm a chicken shit and jump at absolutely everything lol..
so, i ended up going and getting in the shower, much needed i smelled like bleach, and then i got out and went back in my room and i was trying to decide what to put on and he said nothing.. big shock, eh? he pulled me over to him and just held me... damn i miss that. but, then we started kissing and of course, you know what happened next. and boyyyy had i been waiting for that! it had been like 3 weeks! hahahaha he said "you know, i've been waiting to get along with you." hell we could've been still fighting and just not said a word to eachother and i would've haha but yea.. he left like an hour later and i started cleaning out my garage. about 2 hours later, he came and picked me up and we went to his house. and i got my sister an amazing deal on Blink 182 tickets from his brother!
bottom line: i'm happy we're getting along!
also, in the last week i went from 1 dog to 3! haha i didn't even want to get a third but, i saw him and i just couldn't say no. we went from having one italian greyhound (for whoever doesn't know the breed, they're really small) named Abby. then, we got our second a big greyhound named Graciee. and the newest is a whippit (sp?) named Chance. he's still a puppy, only 10 mons. whippits are the middle sized greyhound and the italian is the small one. when they stand next to eachother they look like the at&t bars lol but here's their pictures.
[and please ignore how i look and the curlers in my hair]
and on top of all of that, school starts next week. and my best friend Anthony's Aunt Amy died yesterday. they told Ant that she wouldn't make it throught the night 2 or 3 days ago. She did but, she passed yesterday. he's an absolute mess. i wanted to comfort him and i didn't know what to say in these situations so i said "i'm sorry honey, if there's anything you need let me know and i'm always here for you. i love you." his Aunt Amy was the coolest. she was about to smoke a blunt with me when i was at Ant's one day lol.. i think she died from Cancer, yea i'm pretty sure.
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