Who am I to judge? Who am I to speak these words so harshly to you? Who am I to discredit your beliefs? Who am I to pass judgement on what I know so little?
Because you are exactly like him. I was told I was out of his league, out of his friend circle, too naïve to see that it was all a game. Out of his league? He was younger. He was ignorant and useless. A bigot. A waste of my time. But it was that which ruined me. It was my curiosity which failed me. It was my loneliness which got the best of me.
And you have tainted my view of your potential. And you have used your innocense combined with your lack of hindsight to portray yourself far worse that what I knew you to be. And maybe it's better that your lack of common sense got the best of you.
Because maybe it was the savior that kept it from getting the best of me. |