I don't know why. I just don't. I feel tense, edgy, nervous. Lack of medication, maybe. Earlier today I could hardly move. I sat in front of my computer for ten minutes before i could switch it on. Now i can't cope with the thought of sleeping. I'm on my period and I can feel it leaking out - probably should put a tampon in. Such a disconcerting sensation.
Perhaps I'll read, or watch something. Anything other than constantly waiting for the internet to provide me with some kind of relief, some kind of answer. I sound like such an addict when I say that.
Wonder how my new medication will be. |