At 3.25am on 30th November, I validated my 50k words. This was good and nice and fun. Definite sense of achievement.
However, it has now left me tired and a little listless, with an essay to do in about a week. Eek!
Today I've been feeling really, really paranoid. I've just joined a new game on rpol and it was going really well and stuff, and I was really into it, and for some reason when I turned up today I felt like everyone hated me and my character and felt the game would be better without me. I came in the room where they were talking about a 'tard searching' device and for some reason I was utterly convinced they were referring to my character.
It's not good. Paranoia is unfun.
Will have to talk to people about it I think, or else it'll just sit at the back of my mind and crawl in and settle. |