So, I'd been doing well with self harm for a bit. Nothing since the burns. Then last night I ended up in hospital for taking twelve paracetamol. I have turned myself inside out from being sick. I'm lucky to have no permanent liver damage, the doctor told me.
It's left me feeling...
Determined to do better. Disappointed in myself. Like I need to really start fighting. Like I've let everyone down.
It's not going to be easy, but I'm going to stop, I'm going to stop, no more, none of it, no burns no cuts no overdoses.
I Am Not Going To Let This Be My Life Any More. |
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