This is the last time. I mean it, the last time I try and do something nice. People just take advantage of me and I've had enough.
All my life I've been neglected, bullied and put-down to the point where I brake down.
He know's I've had an issue about this. I've had it for days. But he just forgets all that and has a go at me for shouting up the stairs to tell him to come down. I wanted to know what he'd like to eat. He knew I did, he even said he would come down. But after a while I shouted up, because I got tired of waiting for him. I simply believed he forgot, as he was on his phone.
But the moment he comes down he has a go at me for 'pushing' him. Then he claimed that he was tired, though it was the first time I heard it. Then he claims he wasn't even hungry, AS I was making him a bacon sandwich. I swear it was the most ungrateful thing he's ever done. I make him food, he has a go at me over it.
Then he blames me for his lack of sleep last night. He wasn't even asleep as I was talking to him and worst of all, he didn't tell me to quiet it down, in fact he responded quite nicely.
The the point is, I decided to do something nice, he has a go at me for it. He still ate it though, with no thank you's.
Here's another point, I was trying so hard to spend time with him. All day yesterday i submitted myself to Call of Duty for him. Today, I submitted myself to Call of Duty for him. I don't want him to be grateful, I want him to appreciate that I'm actually trying. But no, I think today proved that. He doesn't want to appreciate me.
As a matter of fact, he made things so out of proportion, that he knew i had no choice but to quit. So guess what? He wins. I didn't mention any of this to him... The feeling that everyone just takes me for granted. He wouldn't care and use something from the past against me.
He still ate the bacon sandwich I made.
And I'm not speaking to him, I'm not going to let him. I'm going to make sure he can't treat me like this. I'm not someone to take advantage of. He's sitting behind me sighing. He expects me to apologise... go over and hug him. I won't give him the satisfaction. Just because he's tired, gives him no excuse to treat me this way. |
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