so. by lookiamirish

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so.	09/22/2010

well, i did it.

i accepted my mother's friend request on facebook because she requested again, and she'll just keep doing it over and over again until i stop ignoring her. plus, i talk to her brothers sometimes on there and i'm sure they talk to her, so it's not like i can keep telling her "i don't get on there" like i was doing for awhile. i figure if worse comes to worse, i'll just stop posting on there - but i figured she can't make me feel worse than she already does. i mean, i'm almost 28 and not a kid anymore. of course, it could bring up other issues that i haven't dealt with and don't want to deal with ever, but hey. i'll jump off that bridge when i get there, i guess. at least she won't have an excuse as to why she doesn't know my birthday anymore, what with the handy dandy little reminders you get and all.

she's gonna make me regret it, i know it. but like i said, right now? i can't feel any worse - so why not just pile on more?

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or you could just block her on fb, and it'll be like you don't exist on there. ♥Lacy

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I agree with Lacy, block your "mother".

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and if you don't want to block her, you can personalize your wall posts/pictures/etc so that she can't see them. I have several people that can't see any of my personal things but are my 'friend'. Then she'll have nothing to bitch about!

[Against the Grain.|0 likes] [|reply]

i hope that its not that bad but who knows karma might prove me wrong like she usually does good luck

[sandalicious|0 likes] [|reply]

RYC: So Friends would be the more private option??

[.rhonda.|0 likes] [|reply]

RYC: So Friends would be the more private option??

[.rhonda.|0 likes] [|reply]

RYC: This krap is so different than OD! *whines* I dunno if I am doing it right!!! *pulls out hair*

[.rhonda.|0 likes] [|reply]

I gave up in tryin 'to find a short cut... I just went to each person's diary & clicked "add to friends" LOL. Krap I should be in bed... blah! But I have indigestion

[.rhonda.|0 likes] [|reply]

LOL by looks at my head of hair I'd sure hope so! I actually didn't have much heartburn or indigestion until here recently.. he's growing like crazy & we had hodgepodge at dinner today.. family Halloween party.. so I've got all that food mixing together and prolly not setting well with a baby bouncing around in there! I still can't believe I'm pregnant!

[.rhonda.|0 likes] [|reply]

BTW is there a mobile addy for Bloop?? Yeah....now our days are over. Drop me like a bad habit ..you never liked me that much anyways.... not that I ever did anything if much excitement for you anyways..

[.rhonda.|0 likes] [|reply]

Haha its ok... I'm just so boring you'd fall asleep anyways

[.rhonda.|0 likes] [|reply]

Not that anything would have happened anyways.... sleeping was just a cop out.... least you made it through the first half of fun

[.rhonda.|0 likes] [|reply]

LOL you know I'm just picking on you right?? I know your "rules".... even though they suck. okay time for some shut eye....sweet dreams!

[.rhonda.|0 likes] [|reply]

RYC: LOL your too funny! I actually left this entry open so she could view it too! haha! Opps!! That may change though since I am sorta well... very open at the end & that is something she DOESN'T know about me! Actually none are directed at you persay... :/ maybe I should do an entry like this on "friends"

[.java.queen.|0 likes] [|reply]

Yeah if your not sleeping (I completely understand with C & you transportation isn't always easy...)

[.java.queen.|0 likes] [|reply]

RYC: You have no idea the krap I've had to deal with since the beginning of summer when we announced we were pregnant... & it wasn't even that we were pregnant.. my mom has just turned into a nasty person who has multipersonality disorder or some shit! If it was't hate (Matts sleeping) and I'd talk too loud..I'd call you & give you the run down... maybe we can talk tomorrow. I'm just sick of the fucking drama.

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RYC: *nods* yes yes it is.... of course with lots of cracks, ups, and downs.... but *nods* 7 years it has been Monday.

[.java.queen.|0 likes] [|reply]

RYC: SUCK IT!

[.java.queen.|0 likes] [|reply]

so umm now that I'm on bloop & writing... why aren't you writing??! :/

[.java.queen.|0 likes] [|reply]

RYC: Nothing Nothing at all??! I'm sure theres SOMETHING you gots to say! lol. Any cops at the door recently??! bahaha!

[.java.queen.|0 likes] [|reply]

I wonder why not??! I thought they'd be all up on that!

[.java.queen.|0 likes] [|reply]

Ryn. My parents had 10000 on us and when we turned 25 it went to 50000. Sti

[.java.queen.|0 likes] [|reply]

She still owns that policy...but we are afraid if she let's it lapse or doesn't give Matt any of it for bills burial or kids ...he'd be screwed so we took out our own.

[.java.queen.|0 likes] [|reply]

Ryc. Swallowing your pride... Haha!!! Awww I feel loved. Bahahaha. Christina prol wont show up....since she doesn't have anyone to bring her....of course. I wish public bus system went out that far but like I said I didn't chose the location.:/

[.java.queen.|0 likes] [|reply]

Can it really be that bad?? just don't fall asleep or I'll stick diapers to you and your chair jkjk

[.java.queen.|0 likes] [|reply]

Hey it took me seven years.... I won't pop them out left and right and atleast you know mine will be taken care of. Just sayin