don't take the girl

02/26/2009

okay so I realized that I haven't been on here in a long time and I am starting to feel the urge to write in here well type lol. This week I have been really tired and everyday in 1st period I have fallen asleep and then today I fell asleep in 3rd period. Idkk what is wrong with me. Is it because I am not getting enough sleep or because I stay stressed out WAY to much. IDK but it is really annoying. I have to work the rest of the week until Sunday and plus go to stupid school. I think that if I could just work instead of bnoth I just might be okay. Butn ont he other hand I am preparing myself for a better future and I just keep telling myself that.

Things are okay between Tyler and I, I guess. He says that I am not a normal gf and he always makes fun of me even if he says that he is kidding. Come on seriously what is normal these days. If you really think about it, everyone has some kind of flaw. I know for sure that I am not perfect and I know that here on earth I will never be. OMGosh I sound like some kind of therapist or something but oh well that is what I believe, that noone is perfect and he just needs to realize that.
I live with him and all and I think sometimes that we moved way to fast in our relationship and it kind of worries me. I love him to death more than anything in this world well besides my family but there is no way I can just up and leave him. Not after all the shit that I have been through and changed just to move 6 hours away from my 1st home where my parents and friends and family still are.

But anyways i am going to close this for now cuz its almost midnight. i will def write in here tmrw.