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Nothing else compares | 03/21/2009 |
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I don't know what to do with myself anymore. Ugh!! I feel so fat and like I am worth nothing. I'm sure that some people feel that way sometimes. I have so much on my mind right now and I feel likle I can't accomplish it all. The first thing that I have to do it know if I get to go to west virginia for my 18th birthday or not this weekend coming up. Tyler told me y-day that his manager told him that he couldn't have those couple days off because he doesn;t have anybody to take tylers place. Which sucks. So I think that his manager Jeff is going to try to hire someone sometime soon. Jeff said that we could go next week but I will be starting my new job( If I can pass my drug test) and there is no way I can be like " I need 4 days off work so I can go to wv for my b-day" the second week I will be working. Nope I won't do it because then i won't have a job, and at this point I am in need on one big time. I owe the school that I go to $60.00 for my class dues and then $50.00 for prom. But I have to pay the 60 first before I can even go to prom or anything like that. Which sucks because I have nothing but like 20 dollars in the bank and I need that in case of a real emergency. Know what I mean? I just feel so aggervated right now thinking about all this but I need to get all my feeling out some way some how. Which would be on here because my boyfriend already knows some of this and I doubt that he will want to hear it again lol. But as I was saying (typing). I need to get those paid off. I keep thinking about that job. I am so scared about Monday. I need a job but then again it has been so nice not having to work and just getting to relax and shit after school. I have a choice of getting out of school early and going to work and making money or going to school and doing nothing after that. I think that I am going to go with working because it is at a nursing home and that could be a foot in the door for me since I want to be a nurse and all. But I just dont' know what to do. I really wish that I could keep getting out of school early and not have to work but my teacher says that it is a privilage to get out of school early. UGH!!! I just want to cry! I still have to get my senior pics done and I haven't got that done yet. Prom is in May. Just so much.
But Iam going to go because if I think about all this stuff any longer my head might explode. |
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