okay so here is the scoop. My car is broke down and I don't know when I will be able to get it fixed. I called work today and asked my manager what day(s) do I have off next week and she told me Monday, and normally I have like 2 or 3 days off. I guess that is good because I will be getting more hours, but normally I only work like a 4 to 5 hour shift anyways. But yeah I have to get a new alternator and a belt thing and an oil change so it is going to be around $140 dollars which I don't have and my parts will be in tomrrow and I don't get paid until Tuesday. So what I am going to do is see if my boyfriends brother ( None of my family lives up here) will use his credit card and get the stuff for me tomorrow or Saturday so my boyfriend can work on my car and then I just give him the money when I get paid. I hate this I really do, it sucks. So I am basically stuck without my car until who knows when.
Right now my boyfriend takes me to school and to work but I have to get someone to pick me up from work and its a 20 minute drive just to get there. UGH!!! I feel so helpless right now because I Hate having to depend on other people, thats part of life sometimes right? But my bf just called and said that he is on his way home from workand that he has Monday off so hopefully he can get my car fixed Monday after we go and get all the stuff I need for it. I just feel like screeming
His friend Jeff just f**king shows up all the time and it pisses me off. Like Tyler( my boyfriend) wasn't even home for 5 minutes and here comes Jeff. I hate when people come over and I am in one of my moods. I am the type of girl tha t when I am in one of my moods I just want to be left alone or only talk to one person and not every f**king body. especially when I don't want everyone knowing my buisness. For anyone who reads this please dont think that I am crazy or something i am just explaining my feelings because I need to because ever since I moved I really don't have anyone except a few people and the one person that actually understood me is back in West Virginia.
I think that I am going to try to go to the doctor and get some nerve medication or something. I need it. I get way to stressed so easily and I Hate that as well because it it putting a toll on my love relationship and it is not good for my health. But I am afraid to get on some medication that will cause me to gain weight or somethign and I definitely don't need that, I'm not what you call FAT but I am not super skinny either, average is what I am I guess.
Does anyone know what the best kind of *happy pill* there is to take so I won't be so stressed out all the time and that I won't have to worry about things. I know that people will always worry about things in their life but I thinkt hat I worry way to much about the little things that I shouldn't. But I guess thats enough rambling on for now and I am going to go see where my bf and his friend went. I will write back later Like in a few hours and definitely tomorrow even though I have to go to school then be to work by 1. |
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