Okay so I have been thinking lately that some things that I have done are a mistake. Sometimes I think that ever since i moved that my life has went down hill, well with Tyler and all. Sometimes I think that me and him aren't going to make it and that I am wasting my time. I just got on his mysace and read where he messaged Megan, a girl that works with him. I get so scared that he is going to cheat on me and I def don't want that to happen then I will def know that I wasted my time. I already forgave him multiple times on several cases where to one time it went as far as this girl was saying that he was the dad of her baby. He's not though cuz the test already came back that he wasn't. I know that there is someone out there for me and I just hope that it is Tyler. I love him so much to the point to where sometimes I put my life on hold for him. Its not a good thing I tell you that. I just feel that he is cheating on me and would rather have someone else that me. I don't know what to do.
Anyways-I am just tired of spending all my time alone like seriously. He goes to work, goes out until like 2-3 in the morning then does it all over again. I am just getting fed up with it. I really don't want to let him go but if I have to I will. I think that he just uses me for what he can get. I buy him things all the time and shit. Its very aggervating. |
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