im bord!!!!! i need some excitement i want someone to fall head over heels for me and wisk me away.. i dont need it i just want it bc i am bord...i feel like if i could just have someone say man you are soo hot or gosh whata re you doing with such an asshole for a husband it would make me feel better.. my husbands not an asshole he is just really controling.. he conrtrols everything i do actually... what i wear where i go what job i have... it really gets on my nerves and i have tried to tlk to him about it but.. it always goes nowhere.. the other day our convo went like this..
him-hey babe where are u
me- just left work heading to britts house
him- why didnt u tell me u were going over there?
me- i didnt really know till right now
him-what are u going to do
me- just hang out
him-hang out? u can never give me a staright answer what are going to do???
me- maybe go swimming watch a moive i dont know hang out
him-swimming who is all going to be there for that what bathingsuit are u going to wear you dont care that u are going to be walking around in something tht LOOKS LIKE UNDERWEAR???
ME- its just britt and i im sorry
him- get your ass home now
me- ok
its never what i wanna do bc what i want to do is bad im 24 years old and i live with this man who thinks im a horrible perverted person.... ugh so this is why i want a flirt buddy :) someone who can make me feel good about myself,,,, maybe good enough to leave.... |
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