can we really know the differance between the two? they are so hard to spot. they both feel the same at some point they both can grow into each other..... i hate them both.... just when you think you found love theyturn out to be a glorafied lover... it was fun while it lasted... but was it or ws it just the fact that u wanted something more... i always want more... i dont want a lover i want a love.. i want that person that can sit with me and say nothing but say everything at the same time and i might have found it but can i really take my gaud down and see or should i hold frim and never let him in.. i never let anyone in... maybe thats the reason i have only lovers.... i think i have had only myself for so long that i dont know how to be a 2... and what if he crushes me... maybe the hype isnt enough for me to risk that.. then again life can crush you with or with out him...maybe he can save me from the life crush but at the same time maybe i dont want to be saved...maybe i would rather save myself.. | 
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