Dear Diary...Well lets say that I have seen better days. All it seems like me & Gaby just argue. I hate it. I had saw on his myspace that he was trying to see his ex. Which by the way, she doesnt even want him anymore. But for some reason hes still after which bothers me cuz why are you trying to see a girl that doesnt want you when you have me right here. But he claims he never had any intention to go see her...he just said it to say it. What type of shit is that?? So after that its just an argument after another. But really its just him being as mean and rude as he can while my pregnant soft ass just cries. I hate these damn hormones. Cuz if it wernt for them I would just tell him off, which I still do in between tears...who can take me seriously? It was too much stress for me & my mom took me to the mall & bought me some maternity clothes. But since Im not showing much it still looks big on me. But it did make me feel better & Gaby was in a better mood cuz he smoked while I was gone of course. But today he wants to start up again. I dont know whats going on. Maybe he doesnt want to be with me after all, maybe hes just with me cuz he has no other place to stay. He never treated me like this before. He says it me exaggerating. I dont know what to think anymore. But I cant deal with it anymore & I told him he needs to stay somewhere else for a couple of days to clear our heads. He said he'll stay in Justin's house for a week, but if I know him he'll be back sooner. But at least Ill have a break from the tears. So I'll write back to let you know what happened.
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