Dear Diary...
Well I definitely had better days. Its Memorial weekend and I havent dont shit. Been stuck at home with nothing to do. Ive been feeling so miserable lately. I never have nothing to do or anybody to hang out with. At least ever since I got pregnant. But I guess like everyone else says....they must of not been my real friend. Im not cool enough to chill with anymore cuz Im pregnant and I cant get fucked up with them. Oh well...I know Ill see better days. I just wish it would be sooner rather than later. Anyways I got the stroller for the baby...its so cute. Its a tan, brown, & maroon eddie bauer stroller. Gaby's friend gave it to us for free and they might give me a crib too. I also went to HCC to schedule my classes for the fall & Im only taking 2 classes since Im going to have the baby. Im just worried if I would be able to handle both. And me & Gaby's relationship seems to be going downhill. If I wasnt pregnant I know I wouldve already broke up with him but I want whats best for the baby. Its actually really pathetic why though...he basically wants to have sex all day everyday and I dont. So I feel like I need to give into him. But when I dont he gets all pissed off saying he is gonna go off and cheat on me. I think we have sex enough but I guess not for him. And it feels like its ruining our relationship cuz he cant be satisfied with me. I think he really is thinking of leaving me. And Im starting to think that maybe we shouldnt be together. He stresses me out and we argue everyday. I just want one good day for once.
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