too much at one time

Well I can finally write again cuz I just got internet in my house. But now it seems like Im going to be living in this studio more longer than I had hoped. Now the place I was gonna move to doesnt want to fix up the apartment to section 8's standards so Im basically hit. I cant move out until October 1st when my due date is October 5th. With my luck Ill give birth before I move out of here. Its kinda stressing me out cuz this apartment is already crowded as it is. The baby shower is coming up soon on the 20th. Thats another thing thats stressing me out cuz how am I gonna finish paying for everything when I need to save up for an apartment. Things all happening at once & it sucks. I thought someone else plans a baby shower for you. But yet Im doing all the work except for my mom helping me out with buying some of the stuff. And at least my brother payed for the hall. If not I wouldnt be able to do everything. But I guess everything else is the same old. We just got a ps3 in the house & Gaby is on it allll the time lol. He doesnt even like to leave the house anymore lol. And as always we argue over stupid things. Im actually starting to get tired of being cooped up in the house. I remember we went swimming almost everyday & now we dont do shit. But at least I brang him to a temp agency so hes been working a couple of days. But not enough to save up for the apartment. We need to do something fast cuz I cant keep supporting both of us when he just wants to spend his money on games & now hes talking about buying a router so he can play ps3 online. Its so ridiciolus...why do I use my money on what we need but he wants to spend his on useless things.