I promised more, so here it is.
Don't remember what I said before the crash. Doubt anyone else does either.
So let's start again.
My name's not Lukas. But I kinda like it. It's what I would have been called if my mom had won the name battle. So I use it as a screen name. Partly as a kind of rebellion against my dad, who never stuck around anyway.
Could write about my life, but where to begin. Things are generally shit. With the exception of Lara. But then there's the awkwardness of what to do with the one item of beauty in a shithole. The classic "she's way too good for me and what the fuck does she see in me?" quandary. Wishing better stuff for her and all that. She says she loves me. I see her life as different pathways. "Choose your own adventure". Plenty of choices that lead to plenty of good things. Then there's the one crap choice that everyone should avoid. That's the path she's heading down. I should stop her. But I kinda like it. I like her. Shit.
They say life gets less complicated if you write about it. Yeah right.
Anyway, that's me. |
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