Now I know i said no boys this year, and i've been sticking by it. But you can't help those little thoughts that creep in your head. Like i thought today in english class "What if i did go out with ryan?" Now Ryan has been my best friend for too years and He is currently dating my best friend from middle school who goes to a completely different school in a different county. and they look so happy together that it almost sickens me but i always let it go...i'll never be able to find a guy i connect with..... |