So we went to see hellish scary film on friday omg! lol i jumped so much, made jimmy scared by my jumping! No nightmares for me, but he had a bad dream about me crying not so good. We made some of the scrap book together and he slept over. Work on saturday same as usual, getting used to resisting cakes, then went back round jimmy's again for afternoon skating. Lovely jubly! went to bed really quite early cos I was exhausted. I wonder whether he gets secretly annoyed about me being so tired all the time. I hope healthy eating will help with that.
Sunday woke up early, went early morning skating and I stacked it right on the concrete hardly half an hour in and could barely walk let alone carry on skating. Still hurts now. But he took good care of me had healthy breakfast despite the temptations of doughnuts and chocolate under my nose, good practise for resisting. Damn men and their fast metabolisms.
Right now not much to do but read manga, posibly go out walking but my stupid brother is here and will follow me to the ends of the earth grrrr
Ahh losing my mind! I feel so totally awful for eating too much for dinner. Lets see, a stuffed sandwich, a cheese scone, cheese straw, rice, pudding. Ahh just bring me a bag to put over my head in shame. I wonder if I'm not beyond pinching some money off my mum to go get some fags if the garage is still open, what time do they shut on sundays? prolly allready closed damn it. I wish someone had sewn my lips together. NO food for me tommoro |