And Im alone again. I watched Jimmys bus go round the corner, and i just sat there on the wall in the cold and dark for 5 minutes. I was trying not to cry because it would make my chest hurt even more, but a few tears broke free and rolled down my cheeks. And no one looked or cared. Im used to that at least.
I came back up here to my lonely empty flat. Everyone else is out and about, Alice is out with her ponce. God I HATE that guy. Amelia (aka Roger) is probably grinding on some poor bloke in a club. No one else even remembers I live up here, so its just one of a long line of sophie nights. Its a good job i know how to play this game allready.
But its been a great weekend while it lasted. Seems to have gone by at 100 miles an hour. Ive been stupidly tired, probably due to all the walking, stress, worry and filthy poluted air here. But jimmy didnt mind, he just lay down next to me and watched lord of the rings. we went out drinking and stuff, ate curry for breakfast, wandered round canterbury and got the exploring achievement lol.
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