So Im on msn, not feeling that bored (woa surprise!)
I can hear another drunken party raging outside my flat door. They're allready screaming like theres an axe murder. It makes me miserable because I'm never invited. And if i walked out there right now there'd be utter silence and maybe a giggle at me.
And my friend alice walked right past me on the street today, with a tiny polite wave. We used to be friends but not anymore. Im having a go at her about it as we speak. But she still cant admit it.
Honesty is the best policy, why cant she just tell the truth then it can all be over and I can get on with hating her as well.
Listening to evenescence to drown out the party. Its emo music but I feel like one right now. Except emo's ostracize themselves by choice (in the hope that someone is watching them being all alone and dramatic)
Im just here cos no one likes me. Its not very dramatic. But very lonely. I mean if i hadnt already promised a shitload of stuff then I guess id look much more like an emo tonight.
Prolly save me a whole lot of hassle later though. 42 hours to go |
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