bor-ring

07/21/2009

so the only things on my to do list today are
1. hate body entirely
2. curse qh for not working
3. be bored
4. ponder my lack of money

this sucks. i had visions of this holiday college-less-ness being fun and stuff, but i struggle to find things to do every day.
And as it gets closer to august 20th im worrying more and more about my results. if i dont get into uni my whole life will become like this!!
and i feel fat and bad tempered, and everyone annoys me. i feel totally unattractive, and this clearasil isnt working, i still look and feel like a tubby spotty mong.