its managed to fuck up my coursework all over again and all i asked it to do was print it. Fucking gimp.
So todays the big day - the day Im going to the skatepark alone in broad daylight, at a time in which all the nastiest bitchiest small minded chavs are all awake and walking to school. Oh hell I better pack my laser gun.
Bt I really want to go, and theres not shit all worth practising on around here, theres not even a suitable steep driveway to go down, and every street is a damn hill with gravel on, so Im getting up to tiptree. I won't even have that long, just under an hour before I have to go home, grab my college stuff and catch the stupid bus, ah its crap.
*edit*
Ok so at the last moment I lost my nerve, and watched mum drive off without me. And yes I hate myself for it. My confidence is absolutely pitiful. I was scared at the mere thought of one solitary kid seeing me skate so I didn't go. And I feel shit about it.
*edit again*
so its lunchtime and i went down to the ict block to talk to some fuckers. Realized now why I don't hang out there anymore, everyones so boring, and annoying. All I have for lunch is one poxy double decker cos i cant eat sandwiches anymore, and the scrounge baggage harriet was onto me in 2 seconds flat as soon as she saw the wrapper. I was like come on what are you a pikey? Fucks sake I hate it when people try and scrounge food from me, I tell them to buggar off. Wishing I had someone worth while to talk to here.
Think im going crazy (only 10 minutes left till german) ONLY? I'm actually looking forward to lesson to escape these boring fuckers I'm stuck with. The rodents are probably going through my bag for a laugh as I sit here typing. Well let them, theres nothing in there anyway, and it gives me an escuse to go apeshit at them in a minute |
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no worrying about that
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