And I don't know why I'm dressed like this. I got up and thought it would be a good idea to wear the trousers my mum got me for x mas. But my confidence has depleted so much I feel like every single person that looks at me is laughing at me. They're pink with black stars on. Clown trousers. And my legs are too chunky to make them look good. I'm in the library but too scared to take my coat off.
This sucks
And I havent done any work yet, and I have german speaking in oh 25 minutes. Hell to it. The only reason I got out of bed this morning is cos I'm seeing Jimmy later, and we're going ice skating. If it wasn't for that, I'd have probably faked illness and stayed at home all day.
College is one hell of a shitty shit hole this week, this month, this year.
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AND I DONT BELIVE IT. I've lost my stupid bag. I think its still hanging off my bike handles at the bus stop. Thats got everything in it that I was going to wear tonight, my make up and my favorite shorts. I bet its got fucking rained on too. And mums not answering 0800 reverse calls so I cant even tell her to get it out of the rain. Stupid fuck head. I'm so fucked off right now.
I'll try and borrow my german teachers phone, before mum pisses off to work. This day is getting worse and worse and its not even half 9 yet. |
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