Not if I have another night like last night. I kept waking up terrified. It wasn't my dream that was scary, the dream was just ordinary. But I woke up rigid with fear and wanting my mum. WTF?
If I'd have been at home I would have run into my mums room and then id have felt safe, but im all alone in this flat at uni. It was a horrible horrible night.
Ive taken some calming pills now so im hoping i should sleep right through. Theres no one here to speak to so i have no other choice but to try and sleep. |