Oh god the boredom is unbearable today. Ive been on 2 walks, painted my nails and spent far too long messing with my hair. Ive packed my suitcases allready even though theres two days still to wait through.
Yesterday was so bad I almost went to bed at 8pm just to get the day over with. But then I thought id have to wake up earlier the next day - then the next day would last longer. Its a losing battle.
Tonight I am going out clubbing by myself, because I have no friends in this place, and I need a change of scene. Going to neck some vodka before I go out to give me a bit of confidence. Im going to need it if im the only lone girl in the line outside Studio.
I'll probably get bored after an hour, have a go on the pole, have a bit of a dance in the crowded hall. Go home. At least that might put the time past midnight so it'll be acceptable to go to sleep.
Yesterday I was tired after my terrifying walk down dog bite park. Its the only green area round here to walk through so its chocked full of dogs, their walkers and their . . .yeah.
I HATE dogs.
So Ive been walking through town, past all the wonderful beautiful people with their mates, and the dodgy foreigners outside their dodgy kebab places. Nothing else to do.
Depressing.
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