So Ive been writing down all my dreams to see if anything triggers nightmares or otherwise strange dreams. And ive worked out I always get realy bitty scattered dreams when I'm with Jimmy on saturdays, and really vivid dreams on sunday nights after Ive been with him all weekend.
Anyway that aside, monday sucks. Been dazy and queasy all day long. Found a random fiver in my pocket lol, no idea how long its been there. Physically can't eat sandwiches cos they make me feel nauseous. Been to see the nurse not so long ago, cos I was really worries over what Jimmy said on sunday - that my heart was racing really fast. The nurse says its fine, and my blood pressure is fine and it happened cos I had a hangover. And now I feel better cos I'm not worrying anymore.
And while I was there I also asked her . . . other stuff. And I have a sort of half baked action plan.
Creative writing was shit, now its raining. I want a cookie. That is, an edible one. hmmm
going for bus now |
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