Same thoughts and feelings as yesterday. Same actions too.
As for Hayley Mc Bayley, i took your advice and today i did gardening lol. it was an absolute disaster and I chopped a hole in the hedge, it looked like the gateway to narnia or some shit. But at least it brought a smile.
still going into town was a mission. anything to take my mind off it
this evenin i went to this council thing up at the village hall. we were all ranting and raving about the plans to let pikeys build caravan places all over the goddamn field here. i got up and shouted quite a few times and it was really stressful. especially as our council are really weak and have allready admitted defeat. fuckers havent got a spine between them.
angry!
AND THEN i get on here, and find this kathy has left a message on my myspace. im not sure if its meant to be spiteful and have hidden meanings or if thats just what im reading into it . ..
hi soph!
sorry for a late reply...i havent got enought time to talk with u even on the msn...just got so busy...
Anyways, thanks alot dear for the music share...i took a listen on it..It was my first time to hear that song..
It is a good one, you can send me more if you like soph...Hope we could have chat sometimes when we get our free time sked...And the days are fast approaching as well, your big day is comin...Wish you all the best and sucess!
More bdays to come dear! so you could have more fun making fictional stories...
by fictional stories is she innocently referring to my fanfiction, or is she referring to my blog in which i meantioned lots of TRUE but undesirable things about my dad (her future husband)
and why does she call me soph, and i sent that song as a piece of irony not for any other reason and she failed to pick that up. and why the flying fuck do i need sucess on my birthday, and why the fuck is she sending me best luck and shit when my father doesnt even recognise the day himself, and shes less of a relation than he is.
fucks sake, whisky is burning my throat up.
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