Interesting how my mood can take a nosedive so eailly over virtually nothing. Was just moosing around on the internet, deceided to read some fanficiton for a bit of inspiration and stumbled on a realy really good one. But instead of reading it and thinking wow that was good, its now made me in a bad mood cos my writing isnt that go0d. And now ive lost all motivation to carry on my own, and my good mood had evaporated to be replaced by this MEH. I thinkI'll just take myself away before I get another migraine
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OiOiOi (as in, phew)
Just thought I'd go get inspiration for my fic, went on the talk to frank website. And found out about poppers while I was there. You know after genie most of my daringness and recklessness has gone. I'm quite scared to do anything, but I dont want to be ruled by fear. I won't forget that saturday morning that I woke up and it felt so good just to be alive. |