Near death experience (friday 13th)

02/14/2009

Or more literally, out of body experience.
I smoked some genie last night, neat. as in without tobacco mixed in. Got completely fucked and couldn't move. It felt like my body was just an empty shell and the 'me' was a small light floating around inside. I tried to go out for a walk to make it go away, but my brain was about 3 seconds behind my body and everything wasn't adding up right. Then my senses weren't in sync, and my mouth was moving, saying things I swore I hadn't thought up yet. It was fucking terrifying!
So I got back home and my heart was fast, and I couldn't get my breathing right, an I was cold then I got the shakes and couldn't stop. So mum called an ambulance and they came to see what was up. Nothing really that wrong by the time they got there, stuff had worn off. They just said drink lots of water - but I was like what about that girl who took E. She drank loads of water and her bloody head swelled up. And they were like its ok thats not gonna happen to you. And I went to sleep, had some freaky dreams, then woke up and went to work
I got sent home from work, cos I still couldn't get my breathing right, and I kept geting scared that it would happen again. Plus I was dog tired - being to scared to sleep properly last night.
So now I'm home, feeling calmer, vowing never to trust kersh again that bastard. And realizing I am a bit dumb really >.<