No smoking day!?

03/10/2009

Ahhh this lark is so difficult ha ha. I was all for chucking it in, but then I remembered its sposed to be no smoking day today so I thought I'd carry on. Plus I've left the fags and money at home now so I don't have any choice. No headaches as yet . . .
Though I had a pretty shit night last night. I felt so awful I was on the verge of tears all evening. I know my body isnt all people crack it up to be. They're all like you have an amazing figure but I really don't. I really really don't. And its not fair making them lie to me.
And |I've got a acold so my eyes are running all the time and it looks like ive been crying and my face is all blotchy. And i didnt have time to do my hair so it looks like some awful 40's do. Feel absolutely awful and want to climb inside a giant paper bag with tiny eyeholes.

(and lol just caught sight of a PE poster on the wall saying cricket assesment today. I'll take part. . .)

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*Sigh* for god sake im not lieing to you, nor have i ever lied to you, not even a white one, but it appears your never gonna beleve me so maybe i need to start

[Forever Burning|0 likes] [|reply]

if you didnt tell that annoyed me slightly, but im really not lieing, i say what i see, but if you carry on like this, believing so hard that im lieing, that the opposite of what i say is true, then its gonna end up a self fulfilling prophecy. Which i dont want it to be, i dont want to stop seeing you the way i do, and i defonatly dont want to start lieing to you, as said not even white lies.
But i doubt this will change anything, you gonna carry on thinking differently to what i say, what ever i say.
May talk to you somepoint tonight, depending on when i get home
have fun at collage
xxxx

[Forever Burning|0 likes] [|reply]

haha yet again i wait for you to come online XD and not so much as a hello...im so unloved
xxxx

[Forever Burning|0 likes] [|reply]

well it appears you dont want to talk to me, id ont blame you, i could proberly thing of hundreds of reasons why you wouldnt want to put up with me. Well i have to go now, but if for some strange reason you want me, im sure you'll find a way to conntact me.
have a good rest of day
xxx
still loving you
xxx

[Forever Burning|0 likes] [|reply]

haha it appears waiting for a reply has annoyed jason slightly XD. he seeems to think you dont like me XD foolish human. on way home now, hope your online when get there.
ttfn
xxxx

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