so Ive just had my last german double lesson, and it wasnt that bad But now im sitting here thinking the best thing I have to look forward to is going shopping with my dear mother. After the shite i read yesterday I could really fancy going to visit my dad, getting the lowdown on this woman of his, then getting so spectacularly pissed I cant even walk half way home. In a self destructive sort of way.
Whoops just started singing out loud again. Ive really gotta watch that.
Havent got any fags left, and my last tenner is lucky to have survived this long. But i have to make some contribution to the expo trip. Im not the kind of golddigger girl that gets her man to pay for everything. I like helping out when I can. Want a turisas cd. gr I need those extra hours.
Only two lessons still to go, but even when there are no lessons more to go, there is stil endless revision and worry and shits. Gr. Im just worried that when Im on study leave I wont have any excuse to go out and about and Ill become even more of a heffa than I am allready. Ill have to make a reason to go out running every day. NO one wil be around cos they all have work and school so they cant laugh at me.
Has just cooked the healthiest (and most tastless) dinner in the world. Strawberries for pudding, only a roll for lunch.
Now im waiting for something interesting to happen. Unlikely. But still glad that its friday.
Discovered I have more cash than I thought I had, I has 3 quid spare. Now dabating whether to go get some fags or some strongbow. Again. Mum says my drinking worries her, but god its not like its every day, and its not as if my grades are slipping or im being a bitch or rude or anything. Better than my brother calling her a fat slag, and a useless whore and all the other charming things he comes out with when he doesnt get what he wants.
Its a fucked up situation.
wants to write some fanfiction now |
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