Just bunked everything from second lesson onwards. Went round tashas house instead, drinking wkd and wishing i had some money for more after that awful session with that woman.
I missed tutor, bunked my review, thinking about ditching geography and just going home. I've made my throat all sore from smoking so I can't even have a fag to make myself feel better. Its all shit.
Seriously I didnt know what to say to her. what am I meant to say? I forget what Im sposed to be talking to her about. My problems and worries exist, but its nothing I can make better by talking about. Im pretty sure about that, and juts looking at her naiive fucking face going "mmm" all the time just makes me angry.
Fucking gimp. I bet she just thinks im a stupid girl making up problems she doesnt have. Why I'd do that I dont know, either way its a waste of life and i doubt ill bother going again.
Nothing that a decent sized bottle of wkd cant handle
and with that she leaves . . .
My head HURTS. I mean really. Listening to dry kill logic probably isnt helping much, but its all i feel like hearing right now. And thanks to my wise drinking idea i cant take anything for the pain, im a genius. And i deceided to stay for geography cos i like it, and its better to stay and do it than to get the i-havent-done-enough-work feeling.
Re-booked my review for tmoz half way thru C+C cos that lesson is shit. ha ha.
Oh and good news I think i can go giv blood with mum in april oh yeah. just nobody tell her my motive |
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