When I feel like this i crave alcohol like mad. But it has so many calories in god damnit!
Remembered I have some genie left, but I'm still really afraid to do it, after that first time when i was convinced I was going to die. I mean there's people here so if I did feel scared I wouldn't be alone.
Considering making a bong, thats spose to make the effects stronger right? Kersh still says that this stuff is stronger than weed but I beg to differ. It may be illegal in the states but its legal here and that surely means its not that amazing.
Gah why do i feel like this, lke irritable and restless and slightly miserable with a side dish of annoyance.
This time next week I'm sposed to be drinkin in town with my 'best friend' Tasha, but I seriously don't have the confidence that I did last time I went out. I don't know where its gone, like its leaked out through my skin when I wasn't looking. Last time I went out I was swinging round them poles like a profesional stripper. This time I don't think I'll have the guts to even wear a skirt. This sucks. |