So I got over a few fears this weekend and realized a few new ones (crappen!)
I was well scared of even setting foot in the skatepark, because I knew people would laugh at me. But there was no one there and it was nice and dark so nobody saw my feeble attempts at skating. Having said that, I might be getting a little better. I dropped the 2 foot! I felt so proud of myself after that. I can't wait to learn more skating!
And I was also scared about dressing up in front of Jimmy. I dunno I thought I'd feel really silly or something, but he seemed to be ok with it after all. I guess you need even more confidence than I first thought to get away with thoise little costumes they doin anne summers, cos u have to act the part as well. Sigh.
And I decided I am scared, or perhaps I'm generaly uncomfortable with being the dominant one. I dunno. I guess i just dunno what to do *shrug* I need lessons >. |
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, no nightmares, as im afraid i wont be there to hold you (Even though i was alseep, seems my sleep cuddling has a use).