Tuesday night was BAD. I just felt so miserable and everything seemed so awful. Everything about my life seemed shit, with nothing on the horizon but more exams and stress. And my mum was being all horrible to me, cos she knows what I think of her and she doesnt like it. But nonetheless its true. And joe was being a bastard, saying I have no friends, and Im fat and Im ugly and all the other things he knows get me down. So that just makes him say them more.
So I curled up in the dark like a big fat emo and waited for Jimmy to call, which he did. And after an hour of his voice I had cheered up a bit. Surprising how much difference it makes
And wednesday morning I got my arse out of the house and went skating. It was such hard work, up hill on awful paths all th way to the village hall. But once I was there I got a nice lot of practice in, so thats ok. Almos crashed into a dog!
And now just waiting till today is over so me and tasha can go drink beer under the brisge at castle park! wo0
*omg edit*
just had an extremely interesting convo with mike from geology. He told me what poppers really were, and u can get em in sheppards cos they sell them pretending they're 'air freshener'. He says they're only a fiver, and they make u high for like five minutes. Apparently the relax certain muscles so u can have gay sex better too. how did I not know that!?
Lol fest, and his gf gets stoned with her dad who apparently has tried everything to. Its amazing what you can discover about someone when u get nosey lol.
Man im really hungry but if i spend money then tehre'll be less for beer  and beer comes first of course
So I just emailed me esteem collegue at college. I got the impression she didnt want to talk to me anymore, and i told her so, and now shes all like how do YOU feel and that. And then i just emailed her back saying maybe it would be best if we met face to face after all?
I think I will, seeing as last night i broke my promise to linkin park and im feeling really shit about it. I really am shit at life.
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. skating woo, was gonna go yesterday before the rain and wind started and the ground still wet, meaning the ramps are still wet, crap.
other wise it would just come out all jarbled