Bummy :(

11/29/2010

I'm super bummy. I have a 3 - 4 page paper due TOMORROW and I've just started it. I have about half a page done but I think I want to go to bed and get up early to do it. But that's putting it off till the ABSOLUTE last minute. Class starts at 1.. so it's not like it's a morning class or whatever. And the animals usually wake me up early anyway. I dunnooooooo.

I'm really feeling crappy tonight about not getting pregnant. I feel like a failure. I know Dan loves me with all of his heart, and I know he's not stressing about this nearly as much as I am, but I wish I could give him our baby. Lately he's been looking me in the eyes and saying Baby I love you. You know that, right? Not all the time, but enough for me to take notice.

Tonight I made him a yummy dinner, we watched some football, did the baby dance, then took a nice bubble bath together.. I lit candles and turned out the lights :) he thanked me for a great night lol .. he goes "I could get used to this!" lol

Hmm... Yeah... I think I'm going to bed to cuddle and he can help me with my paper in the morning. Night night.