holidays n I miss my family.

The Holiday's are here and I miss my mom and sister and step-dad. The only "family" I have here is my Aunt and she's a friggen psycho BITCH who I can't stand. I feel obligated to spend Sunday with her for "Christmas Dinner" which I know she just must break out the good china for and then bitch about it as soon as everyone leaves.

I spent 5 months living under her roof and DAMMMNNNN I never want to go back.

Truth is, she lived in a 2 bedroom SMAALLLLL ass condo for the 20 years before her husband died. Once she got his life insurance she bought a huge house in a REALLY nice and talked about neighborhood.... Now she acts like she's better than everyone.
Truth is... she used to be the biggest friggen coke head and brags about doing "Every drug ever made" back in the 70's.
Sure she graduated from Univ. of Penn. but that really doesn't mean she's a GOOD PERSON.
Truth is... She brags that Uncle Rick did EVERYTHING for her and she didn't have to worry about a thing, but she'll only admit when she's drunk (which is every single night) that she treated him badly and regrets it. She wishes he was still around to show him how much she appreciated him. Now that he's gone and she has to do things on her own, she misses him and everything he did for her.

I WISH I COULD HUG MY MOM
I'm lucky I have Dan and his family here during the holiday's and I know they love and care about me (more than my Aunt) But there's still nothing like your MOM.

Maybe just feeling a little homesick around the holidays.....